jesse_pinkman

[Maverick]

Hello everyone, today is the saddest day since the server has been created. I really hoped that it won't come to this and everything will go back to normal, but the reality is what is it.

As many of you might have known for a while our beloved friend jesse_pinkman has been involved in a motorcycle accident with his bike and has been in a coma for more than 2 weeks, till today when he passed away unfortunately for all that have been knowing him and expected him to come back just as he used to do it for past 4 years. That we all will once again join in the server hop into the cars and have fun all together.

He was one of the first players, he truly enjoyed this server and our little community, he never cared for becoming an admin or anything more than a normal player for that matter, he just came for the fun even when the server was empty I used to talk with him about it a couple of times and he always used to cheer me up, with words like: "don't worry, they will come, when we are here", and in those days with no people, but me and him I knew I must keep doing for people like him. And I am proud of knowing him and spending countless gaming nights with him and other friends, we even used to play TF2 and Sven.

I wanna thank his sister for letting us know about him, in those really tough times for her and her family, just try to think as if he is somewhere else, some better place and he is fine, he just took a different unfortunate for us path. I would like to think he is there in the stars and maybe even watching us from there, and one day when it's our time we will meet all our friends we lost, he for sure would be my first too look for up there, love you jesse, RIP.

As for the future of his status as AwesomeVip, he was the longest one and I have no plan of removing him till the end as a tribute and a way of us to always remember him, later one I will put something about him in the timeline as well.

See you again my friend.


sweet memories....

[SashkataPro3]

the longest VIP, the best person we had on the server died today, on this sad date, I want to honor that person, without him it won't be the same and no one can replace him. we had very good memories with him, he was our friend. He never insulted people, he never sweared them. Today the server has lost some of itself and there is no way to get it back. We lost friend, brother and good person.
We will always remember him like good person.

[SashkataPro3]

Maverick: Здравейте всички, днес е най-тъжният ден от създаването на сървъра. Наистина се надявах, че няма да стигне до това и всичко ще се върне към нормалното си, но реалността каква е.

Както мнозина от вас може би знаеха от известно време, нашият любим приятел jesse_pinkman е участвал в катастрофа с мотоциклет и е бил в кома повече от 2 седмици, до днес, когато той е починал за съжаление за всички, които го познават и очаквах той да се върне точно както той го правеше през последните 4 години. Че всички отново ще се присъединим към сървърния хоп в колите и ще се забавляваме всички заедно.

Той беше един от първите играчи, той наистина се радваше на този сървър и нашата малка общност, никога не се е грижел да стане администратор или нещо повече от нормален играч по този въпрос, той просто дойде за забавление, дори когато сървърът беше празен,той винаги ме развеселяваше с думи като: "не се притеснявай, те ще дойдат, когато сме тук", и в онези дни с хора, но аз и не знаех, че трябва да продължа да се занимавам с хора като него. И се гордея, че го познавам и прекарах безброй игрови нощи с него и други приятели, дори играехме на TF2 и Sven.

Искам да благодаря на сестра му, че ни уведоми за него, в онези наистина трудни времена за нея и семейството й, просто се опитайте да помислите, сякаш той е някъде другаде, на някое по-добро място и той е добре, той просто взе различен нещастен за нас път. Бих искал да мисля, че той е там сред звездите и може би дори ни наблюдава от там, и един ден, когато е нашето време, ще се срещнем с всичките ни приятели, които сме изгубили, той със сигурност ще бъде и първото ми търсене там, обичам те джеси, почивай в мир.

Що се отнася до бъдещия му статут на AwesomeVip, той беше най-дългият и нямам план да го премахвам до края като почит и начин от нас винаги да го помним, по-късно ще сложа нещо за него във времевата линия също.

Ще се видим отново приятелю.

[Saad]

I lost my bro, my friend, my lovely pinkman ......
Maverick, and sashkata have said everything.

Jesse, this guy has never swore or used bad words.
Always so respectful with me and everyone.
Never asking for anything, not even VIP when he was the most deserving guy.
I remember, when i used to ask him that please apply, we want to see you as VIP. He always used to listen but then doing nothing cause all these status these ranks didn't matter to him, only the fun did like maverick said..


Until few months ago he was the same little jesse. My young bro. I asked how old are you and he said 21. And i was shocked cause in my mind i had the same 17,18yo jesse which we all met years ago. : ))

Always always saying hi to me whenever i joined server. Showing utmost respect to me always, that i felt he's my real brother. Never getting angry just enjoying every moment and making us happy.

Brother, i remember every little detail. The jokes we used to do with your name always and everything.
He never even once punished me for teamkilling.
Bro, i remember how you used to give me money from this /money plugin.
And it was so funny that sometimes sending me $2 or sometimes $1 and i used to laugh so bad and then we both used to laugh. It used to be so funny that i did same with others, sending them $2.

Bro, i remember your voice when few times you talked on server with me.

He's the guy, who never changed even after 4 years.
I am sorry that i couldn't talk to you much last time we played. Just a basic hi....

Recently, when people applied for admin, i really wanted jesse to apply for admin too cause people like him are the future of server. And i see some similarities between sashka onur and all of them..

We were joking about corona and all that but didn't knew that we'll lose a brother like friend not to any disease, virus or anything but a motorcycle crash.
Life's so unpredictable.
Tears for someone i met on internet. Proves how close some relations can be. Even closer than blood relations.


Thank you maverick, nojarq and everyone for being the reason i met someone like jesse.
Oh yes sven also. Always there if invited.


You've left a void which can never ever be filled.

Bro, i am sorry i couldn't tell you that i love you so much..
I waited a lot that someone will deny the news and say it's just a joke and prank but unfortunately...

Idk. Why.... Why so soooon.....

May God give patience to his family and all of us and give us the strength to bear this greatest loss.

Feels like the world has stopped.


I am unable to write so i will edit my reply later on as i remember things.


This guy should be the role model for all of us.

[ROXELNATOR]

Listen to me everyone i may be a cunt but we lost a good man today well i want to make a proposal for us all to get together this sunday to honor this man

[Mr.ONur]

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[swatch +]

Rest in peace my dear friend. I've met up with jesse like 3 years ago when i first came to the server and the first friends i made were Jesse and Saad. They never forgot about me even tho I didnt play cs for like a year. Everytime i joined the server they said Hi to me. I am gonna literally cry. I will never forget him. He will have a place in my heart. And if you think this is a gay thing, i dont care.
Also i wish all the goods to his family and that he finds peace now

[DreaM]

Такъв човек заслужава респект! Да почива в мир. Той играеше и в моя Bhop, и аз в дискорд съм постнал новина. За да го почетем, предлагам да се направи съвместно мероприятие в негова чест!

[Xinored]

jesse_pinkman was a great person and the best VIP that this server ever had. He was there in the server when no one else was. Jesse never swore or broke any rules, not because he is afraid of punishment but because he is that kind of person. And when he was playing in the server, he was always driving cars or runing around enjoying himself, never caring about kills and rank. I had huge respect for him for that, because that was the purpose for this server to be created in the first place.
When i was driving the red car in big_city2 he would hop in the back with me, if he had a chance and enjoy a ride acros the map with me. The last thing we spoke to each other was in the server on the map de_lidl - i was on T side he was CT and i ask him to buy me a shield and drop it at the door behind so i take it drive inside with the car without being killed. He said "ok, next round" and i was kinda
surprised that he agreed, most people wouldn't bother with such a thing. Unfortunately, it was the last round and we never got to do it but still, it was nice of him to help.
We had so many fun moments in the server, he would often run me over with the car when I didn't even know he was there and I would say "kvo naprai we jesse" (what did you do jesse) and we would both laugh it out, or me accidentally team killing him when i was driving around like a crazy and he would always forgive and not punish me.

Jesse didn't talk much, but he left his mark on us - he made the server a more enjoyable place to play.
Rest in peace, my old friend, you will always be remembered ...

[HeaD|RolleR]

I would like to express my deep condolences to on a sudden passing of our friend Jesse. He was a true gem of this server. A guy on who every player should look up. He never swore, nor he ever broke any rule. He was here even in the darkest times of this server, when most of the people left. Fairness doesn't govern life and death. If it did, no good person would ever die young. I want to thank jesse for everything he did for this server. It will not be the same without him...

We know you'd be with us today, if heaven wasn't so far away.
Rest now, my friend.

Legends Never Die.