and Thanks Maverick , just the last thing want to say or correct a bit.
Yea that was the case, and the reason was we always talked about server everyday, the time all shooter,pvzero were being tried and the same day this decision was made, and i didn't played at same time with Fury , and got to know after 2-3 days by someone else that "oh wow saad you and fury both support" .. At that time i didn't believed that, why i didn't knew anything about it although the same day we were talking about new test admins. The remaining story you know already but the thing i want to correct a bit is it was March , i didn't played for a day or 2, joined but didn't do anything, the same thing i talked to Roller on PM in may . Then if you remember like i said , i killed my feelings and continued, whatever was in my mind like "Mav doesn't care or listens etc" and accepted it cause i tried the best way of talking already, at that time we wanted her to apply , to be admin with all of us, but he/she wasn't ready and was unaware of commands, me and maverick talked about it alot. And he/she had much more worth than now(worth in a sense , like much more active everywhere and all the things than now) that was the thing i was pissed of at that time and now, when we all wanted. Okay coming to the actual thing i want to correct is it was MARCH 25
I am good at remembering dates, so yea i didn't said anything more to maverick, "i killed my feelings and continued" playing , sometimes with name change but not only for this but because of something else as well, didn't wanted to get caught by some friend. "Best Player" and so many others for fun. And sometimes didn't used Prefix cause lost mood etc and he noticed it and i said no no, that's not the case.. Okay so now the time for links and dates which i have been talking about :
Starts from Page 5th of the Server Humor Topic :
http://awesomecs.syntrwave.com/viewtopi ... 3404#p3404
And i (WE) kept playing like normal, you can see all the posts, nobody posts everyday, everything but just some lit moments
Around 8-9 posts of just APRIL . And i am in everyone of it, plus talking with Maverick and everywhere.
And even without Maverick i was playing, with FURY TOXIC etc and having fun , cause i just made myself forget it .
See the below posts till Apr 30
http://awesomecs.syntrwave.com/viewtopi ... 3667#p3667
so yea there was no problem cause i made myself believe and even told Fury once that no it's not your fault, i am not mad or anything.
And yea 2nd week of April was kinda hard for us , atleast for me cause Nojarq was absent completely , we didn't played anything and me and maverick used to talk about it and something else also happened
So the first thing i want to correct a bit was this timing issue, not even a week not even days i left at that time and kept playing. Then in May kept playing. That was the time when Nojarq was still not with us much, me and maverick used to play , i was tired of CS since months but kept playing and with maverick everyday for hour or sometimes 2.. yea THE EXACT TIME WHEN ROLLER GAVE US THE TITLE "THE GAY DUO"
Everyday we played CS and then something else if felt like and missed Nojarq. Okay so till the 16th May i played everyday with Maverick, and then couldn't come on 17th because i slept , and was sad, because that was my last day because had exams starting from 19th May. Don't like sharing or telling everyone thats why i dont think most people know i study or what i study. Since i was playing with Maverick so i told him that Maverick don't wait for me for someday because i have exams now and this is the most hard time ever in my life, because this time i had exams in Ramadan month , didn't shared the month with him but telling it now and somedays i had 2,2 exams in a day and i don't know if i will be able to make it . The worst thing was the month they chose for our exams because timing is impossible to manage in that month. Okay so i told him i will be not playing so don't wait and keep playing and i will try to come very soon and when i get more holidays between some papers. Was waiting anxiously for them to end so that i can start playing again
Okay so from 19th to 29 i still came and played around 4 days in between ( memories quite good i guess , the time when ROLLER told you guys thats amxmodmenu and every admin can pause the server etc)
Okay i gave my 3-4 exams and then MAP CHECK DAY 30 MAY, i tried coming cause that day was the hardest paper for me and had 2 exams. But they were in morning and we had to see new map at night so i came that day and was relaxed . There is also something happened between these days but don't wanna share cause i think i told Maverick ..
Okay so then 2 exams were left and easy one so i came back between those. One was on 3rd and last on 6. Came back as promised but with mixed feelings. Okay so the 2nd thing want to correct was this June thingy, like Maverick wrote i wasn't coming since months and stopped playing in March ..
When i came back, i also heard the PODCAST during that time, lel .. And was kinda astonished to see that i shared only with Maverick the reason still i am being the topic now? Okay so then i gave my 3rd June paper and came on 3rd,4th and even 5th .. And then i continued whatever was in my mind after that to show "SEE WHAT CAN I DO" and did that consecutive playing things for continuous month again. Now to prove that i was even playing in JUNE like i told before and just to make a bit correction in the timing of above post. Okay and yea again idk exact date of asking maverick to remove me , it was the end of May or just the start of june. And after that i did my work like i said for 1 whole month with full orange bars. Okay now links for correction
From Page 8th to Page 10th in Server Humor
GAY DUO was back and the cafeteria is full of clips SS etc.
http://awesomecs.syntrwave.com/viewtopi ... 4301#p4301
I am playing like i wrote above, with same time but i had in mind what to do now because of some reason . Just completing my time even at the last moments and leaving at a high.
In that time once i asked FURY also to send me her config file so i can bind all my controls so she can just spam all of that when i'll be not there anymore and people can see that she's doing some work atleast not like what we think now about the work she did with that
She didn't accepted tho ;P
Okay so these 3 pages are also full of clips and me and maverick also talking. Even after 4th July i played a bit and thought why not show them one more month but like i said i wanted to leave on a high note even tho what i felt because of many reasons and being neglected etc .. So you can see in clips i am there in that
and then i stopped playing , not completely but very less .. July, August . and used to play whenever maverick used to invite me only that's it. and another thing i found is
http://awesomecs.syntrwave.com/viewtopi ... 4485#p4485
During summer sale we were playing this game, for the server group and also playing on server . Even made FURY played it and then we used to join CS all together. June 22 - July 5
The same time clips have been posted cause i was there whole time even in June and start of July
After that things happened, things changed in my life but i won't say i stopped playing for that. I lost interest due to reasons long time ago in the start of June when i asked Maverick to remove me . And then continued my 1 month just to show .. thought about asking him again to remove me , but it will be like "I am doing a drama , being a drama queen" . I knew i had done my work and told him already i can't play now for some reasons which he asked me "why saad? why you want me to remove?" I told him i will tell you but was too tired to write long stories so couldn't write them . Wrote them in September when he "REMOVED me for inactivity" ..
that's it
Just want to clear some timing and months mistakes.
and again Thank you for the post Maverick as well
Thanks for listening also
